20 going on 21.

I've been tyring soul searching for almost 20 years now, and so far I do not have any idea yet who am i still totally. They say as you get older you tend to appreciate the things around you and start to keep all the important persons in your life. But, considering the fact that life seemed to be so changing at all times i don't consider things to be permanent or simply stated on my mind on what comes around goes around. I've tried as much as i could to socialize but still one fact still lingers on my mind, the fact that i am "DIFFERENT". Different in a way that there are certain thing that they can do and i can't. But i am not letting myself be in one corner and be alone i Let all my insecurities behind and think of a bt